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    10/5/2009

    回去自虐

        明天就要出发,又要回到闵行,这匆匆的来去,仿佛如两年前一样。
        当然了,事实上有很多不同。但忙碌是一种好东西,它可以让你忘记失去,忘记烦恼,急切地把自己投入新一轮的自虐中。
        这些天我一直在想,我究竟百般追求的是什么?以这样一种悲壮的方式去学自己感兴趣的东西,我觉得有点索然无味。
        好处也是显而易见的,至少我不用整天自欺欺人,不用摇头晃脑地背书。
        可以算是一种成功吧,毕竟我自我折磨了这么久。家人也都松了口气,他们也被我折磨了这么久。
        成功的时候,没有人可以分享,也是一种悲哀。
        明天我就要,坐上汽车,到上海站,上1号线,转5号线,转江川3路,回去自虐。
        这就是我的生活,但并不完全是我想要的生活。
        我仍在思考,我究竟想要什么。
        下次再写,等我搞完习题精解。

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    william Leewrote:
    我在等下一篇。不要急,有空时再写。
    Nov. 14
    欣 陆wrote:
    谢谢 我最近都没上space了,今天才看到你的留言
    Nov. 11
    上次给你发送消息你可能没收到。

    看来你最终转系成功了,真的要祝贺你。这些年不经常能和你联系,但从网上能隐约了解到你的情况,你的欢喜和忧伤,你的迷惘和努力,但最终能等来你实现自己梦想的时刻,便是我们这些曾经的同学、朋友最大的欣慰。回想来到大学的几年时光,在这个年代,能够有勇气的追求自己幼时梦想的人真的不多了。所以,我不仅要祝贺你,祝贺你的成功,祝贺你开始新的生活;我还会羡慕你,羡慕你有毅力追随自己心灵的选择;更要感谢你,感谢你为我们这些还在前途的迷雾中沉睡或挣扎的人做出了一个无畏的榜样,让我们能扪心自问自己的梦想勇气和希望,让我们感谢人生中曾经有那么一个朋友,他有那么一段经历,一段用坚持和毅力来换取梦想的经历。
    Oct. 23

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